i gotta be honest, moving on is something really really hard right now. even worst with knowing all these news, rumours and seeing pictures of him and his new gf. still can't believe it all ended just like that. seriously, something is wrong somewhere and i surely don't think it was me.
been keeping busy. with work. according to our manila plan, we will be flying this 17th may but then with the recent development on swine flu and WHO announcement of it being at level 5, our office have put a restriction on all international travel for business purposes.
this has got me a little bit demotivated but when the logic hits me, i know we have more than enough time to really prepare and get everything done before the greenlight is given. whenever that is! haha...
i still break down and cry sometimes. whenever i hear songs that we shared. oh yea, his birthday is in May, which i can't help but think about him. saw that i put a 'J' mark on my office calendar. i had it removed and put other important dates and deadlines on the calendar just to take my mind of it.
then i remembered about my own birthday. how his gifts never really reached me. and that reminds me, i wanna have the best birthday ever this year! any ideas?
anyway, on a happier note. went on shopping spree last weekend. saturday - bought few tops, dress-like shirt and blazer @ Zara warehouse sale, el cheapo wrist watch and cool pair of shoes! sunday - bought lips gloss, facial stuff, tin cans, pouch, mug, @ Stila clearance sale and few pairs of socks / foot comfort @ parkson.
on an even happier note. a friend at work said that i look thinner now - body and face! and she said that i look very stylish these days...and then she asked if i'm getting married! haha...of course, with a compliment like that i can't help but thanked her. though i should've asked her to recommend me someone since i'm not getting married anytime soon! hahaha...take note: i'm not desperate but it's always good to get to know new people, right?
guess that's all for now. hoping to get the greenlight to fly soon and that i'll continue moving on, having fun and smiling as i always do...*group hugs*
fyi, been taking these fun quizzes on facebook and thought i'd share the best ones, in my opinion with y'all. appreciate your thoughts as always 
p/s: heard that he might have got his new gf pregnant...and yea she's few years younger than i am...but i gotta admit that i saw a picture of him, looking a bit odd somehow and he didn't seem like the guy i once know...yup that's a sign, moving on now...hehe...
have an AWESOME week, everyone!!!
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You are most likely to meet your "Mr.Right" traveling! Avoid vacation destinations that cater to families and choose instead cruises, exotic locations that allow for helicopter rides, or all inclusive resorts that cater to singles (with frequent flights from your area--which increases the chance of him living local!). While traveling with a friend is a fun way to go, don't discount traveling solo and staying in hostels or accommodations that focus on group activities. While traveling, gravitate towards city wide events, festivals and cafes. Be sure to strike up conversations with others, ask questions, advice and just even ask them about themselves or where they are headed that day. The more people you talk to, the bigger the network and pool you will have to choose from! If you have specific hobbies or interests, find destinations or cruises that cater to these interests which will increase your chance at finding Mr.Right doing the things that you love and enjoy.Get involved and be part of the action on your trip- play a volleyball game, try out a new adventure, take a bus ride and explore the countryside. During your travels, just be cautious of finding "Mr.Right Now"--he is the man who is eager to start into a serious relationship immediately...give it time, allow it to grow, leave time to get to know his friends, family and interests --even if it means traveling back to connect, it's a great excuse for a vacation! So, start booking the next trip and be sure to bring your camera- everyone will want a shot of "when you two first met" ..and let the journey begin!
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Your perfect match is someone who is kind, creative and quiet. This person is a thinker, someone who enjoys observing and analyzing the world. This type of person is content to let you do all the talking, yet is intelligent and bright and can contribute a wealth of knowledge to any conversation. While this person might seem aloof or even shy, once you get to know them, they are incredibly interesting, full of life and their serious side will compliment your more out-going nature. The top traits they are looking for in a mate include someone who is supportive, compassionate and understands their introverted nature. While this person might be somewhat skeptical that love exists because they are not big risk-takers and the choose their friends cautiously, deep down they are ready and eager to fall in love and will fall deeply for you, forming a deep and eternal bond.
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You are true blue. You have the vibrant qualities of Helium but you are not superficial. Your qualities are real and very deep. You are loyal, trustworthy, ethical, all of the things a Boy Scout would be. You are of great value to those around you simply because you care and are there for them when they truly need help. Who can say something bad about you? Except those who are jealous...
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